beranda nissa

ILLUDING


Hola!

So hows life? Hope you’re ok, always in a good health, handsome and missing me like I always do. What sweater you wear today? I hope that navy-blue.. wheew you look so muscular, I just couldn’t forget I took your pict with it + white jeans and that white lacoste over your feet stood up on your home library. That was my 21st birthday. Remember?

Well, my life goes complicated. I hate being mature, you know it. I hate when I have to make some decisions, u know.. the deadlines.. other’s feeling, family, love life, friends also office stuff. I often going to rooftop, I hope I see your face. Damn rite, I made an illusion! Home.. ? is alright, but as usual, I almost never like what mama said to me. About anything. I just don’t know why. Me the stubborn girl or she the conservative ones? I hate for make her crying. But I just.. mmm.. could you please understand me.
You know I never mean to hurt her. Forgive me for this ya.

Office is more quite than before. Some of my best buddies asked for resignation one by one. Here I am, still on my desk, still with my illusion of you, hate my boss sometimes. But love her then. Especially when she brings a loooot of fatty food. I become a food-bitch. :D
I often sneezing! I think The monitor and keyboard may be should be cleaned up ya? Ugh, not feel like.. u know.. but.. I have to! You must be hate to see my desk. too Many things. Sometimes see no focus, Blurry. Don’t-know-whatta -do syndrome came up. In that moment I feel you..
Yay! Drama queen? I am. You know it much, huh?

One week ago I bought dewi lestari’s new album. The title is Recto verso, if I’m not make mistake. So, that’s a book & song project. Every title in the album has a story in the book. I want that book but I have no monet yet. Wasful you!, u must be wanna say that, rite? I know you! Let see, the book will be on my hands by the end of this months. Do not jealous! *devil mode on*

Just a moment. I turn the mosquito killer on.

I’m back. Hey, how bout ur backache? Don’t forget to bring pain killer anywhere you go!!!! Mom always worrying you. Don’t let her. Wait wait.. mmm. I wanna ask you something, but maybe you don’t want me to know. Do you have girlfriend there? How does she look? oriental? Or blondy like Barbie? Hahahaha.. tell me! Tell me! Tell me! I promise not to share it to anyone! I swear! Even mom! Anyway, I hear the internet connection will come into your place?? Congratulatioooon!! Hope next I’ll find your letter in my inbox. Do you still have it? Lemme write it back: dunianisa@yahoo.com. I’ll also teach you the facebook!!! I tell you much on my next letter. That’s soooo happening here!
Ok then, team’s waiting to go to client.

I love you.
I love you much.
I love you Papa.

Mwah,
Nissa.