When You're Best Ain't Enough?



Hehehehe.. judulnye gak tuuu... belagu pisan! Kayak pernah aja se-all out itu- hahahahaha.. jadi malu. Eh ngomongin apaan ni? Kerjaan, temenan apa cingta2an? Menurut lu?

Soal apaan kek..apa aja deh!

Pernah gak sih lo berasa kayak begitu? Merasa udeh melakukan sebisa elu, semampu elu, sebagus yang lu bisa, tapi tetep aja begitu, Ka u ku er a ra eng.

Jangan sedih lah -sambil ngingetin diri sendiri- kalo elu gak dapet "sesuatu" sekarang, di tempat elo berdiri, ngetik, nulis, brainstorm saat ini.. mungkin nanti. Tapi pasti dateng masanya. Dan elo gak perlu kuatir dan jangan dipikirin.

Yang penting ya, makan enak, tidur enak, eek enak. Sesederhana itu hidup kata bapak gua. Kalo gak enak, ya dienak-enakin kata bos gua.

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NEVER BE THE SAME AGAIN*



He's been my friend since 10 months ago. I call him Ernest or Lay (usually North Sumatra criminal boy called by) :)). He's one of client service in my office. I usually met him on brainstorming room with fake tired messy batak's face and complained: "OMG Nissaaa.. what a job! Tomorrow i've to go to go for IBL supervision again!" or "Sh*t, i have to wake up earlier tmrw!" or "And you know what, i also have to clarifying my attandence sheet!" or "Nis, is there any news that our salary will gonna be increased??"
Ufff, too many complains then he slept peacefully after... What an Ernest!

Sometimes he shared me story about how he spent his money for shoes, t-shirt, perfume (ugh, so metrosexual), girls, tips for credit card holder and also to answer debt collector incoming phone and another "huahahahha" story. Sometimes i pretended as if i was listening him. hehehehe..

Ernest often asked me to slice my brownies, mangos, pears for him, took away my Ultra milk, my chocolate, my cheese stick, dvds that i wanna watch, aaaaaall.. a-ny-thing on my desk -sometimes without permission!!! >.<

But, last Friday, he sent me this by email:

Dear my beloved Friend,

Few days ago I was alone at brainstorm room, this habit has become one of my favorite things to do after lunch. Usually I just lay down and take sometime to rest and sleep. But at that time I just couldn't do thing that I like, I felt so sad knowing that soon this almost impossible to do at any place except here. I've spent 10 months of my precious time of my life and it was just worth to every second of it.

Dear friend, you just don’t know how much happiness you have given me, your friendship, your jokes, small fights and lots of teasing. God knows how thankful I am to have such a privilege to be part of you. I have you as my friend and so proud of it.
As our life moves on, all I can wish you the very best that this live could give you and all I can ask is to send me prayer.

Thank you so much and God bless you all.


Your truly friend

Ernest


Bintang's brainstorming room in the noon will gonna be the same without you, sleep there peacefully...T_T
Think i already miss you, Nest.


* One of Melanie C songs in Nothrn Star Album.

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